Today was a rough day. I knew that it was going to be a busy day at work, but work ended up being unexpectedly turbulent. Change is the only constant you can expect in life, right? Besides work, I got some news from my doctor’s office that was annoying/depressing. I’d been to the doctor a couple of weeks back to have blood work done to see if all of the pregnancy hormones were out of my system yet after the miscarriage and my levels came back unexpectedly high. I was kind of afraid of that happening because I really hoped we could start trying again right away and hormones hanging around mean that it’s taking longer than usual for my body to get back to normal. Alex will be leaving for the Academy after next week, which will mean that our opportunities for trying will be limited over the next few months. So, since my body is not cooperating and we can’t start trying (well, we won’t be successful) again for a while, it’s just depressing thinking of how long it will probably take before we’re successful again. I really hoped that I’d be pregnant again by July so that I didn’t have to go through my 31st birthday and past our previous expected due date without at least something “concrete” to be looking forward to (and not just a hope). Well, anyway… here’s hoping that I’ve got more than just hope by then. My emotions are ready – come on, body, catch up!
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